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wowza what a run of long days... good, bad, ugly, precious and grateful... one thing at a time...

The thing about FOCUS, is that you have to let other things slide and go by... and everyone thinks they should be #1 on "my" list at "their" convenience LOL.

So I'm peddling and paddling as fast as I can, and I'm going to mostly finish one thing before getting to the next. With interruptions for the other Beings in my household, and the urgencies and minor crises that come up.

The end of tax season is in sight, the glimmer of light at the end of the pressure tunnel. Although garden clients and goats and many messes and repairs await with varying degress of patience. I have to say, the hard tax deadlines and people depending on me sure do help to set priorities. On Weds, I'll be looking at the mountain pile of backlog ,and have less clear pressures to help me prioritize LOL.

Yes, its after 2am already and I'm finishing some food, pesto potatoes. I'll only get 3-4 sleep again if I'm lucky. I used to live on that but I think I need a bit more to thrive now. When some people are amazed at how much I've done in my life, and do now some weeks LOL, just add up what 2 hrs per day less sleep adds up to over a month, a year... decades! Sure, one has to have the internal constitution for it, and the drive to have many lifetimes of things we want to do. And there's a lot to be said for the slower pace and taking the time to savor, not just D too, I'm learning more and more. wedding